Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Living La Vida Loca

Okay so I wake up this morning and have devotion...just like any other day....and it occurs to me that my thoughts are escaping me. "As a (wo)man thinketh..." Even as a full time artist now my schedule is off the chain. I figure at some point I thought I wouldn't have enough to do and I started to fill up my schedule with miscellaneous commitments. They are not all so miscellaneous, there is a play(in rehearsal), assisting the musical director at the church, running a spoken word project for youth, working out and then trying to create an income out of music and write and record. Oh yeah and breathe. Of course you know what lost....breathing.

I realized this morning that I hadn't taken a deep breath all day yesterday, except once on the treadmill when my back started hurting. So I stopped and committed to giving myself time to meditate twice a day, just for small amount of time or however long Spirit holds me. It is my life and I have dedicated it to God. That's so much easier said than done. For all the things I do in the name of Spirit....down to my facebook notes....I have to remember to listen. A integral part of who I am committed to being is being in the flow. I just felt my workload get a little lighter

The universe is synchronized and when we are in the flow the old saying "God will meet you halfway..." takes on a whole new meaning. In the flow we are in the space to allow ourselves to be a clearing for God to manifest in the Earth. We are the thing that God uses to get around in the world. Imagine that auto pilot is an increased presence of God as us instead of a feeling of being disconnected from what is occuring. When we talk about what is real. These bills are real, this or that disagreement is real, unemployment is real. God is real; Really everywhere, really all the power, really all there is to know. In the flow we begin to see all is well and well doesn't mean pleasant it means that God is in control, act accordingly...That's the hard part, or maybe clear when we remember what's truth.


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