Surely I have tried to be fair in love....and it seems to have gotten me wiser. And alone still, I am realizing it is the love in me and not me in love from which I get the most joy. So with myself I set out on a new journey to be fully self-expressed and I am reminded of my childhood dreams of doing this with a soul-mate or partner.
It doesn't make me sad but it did slow me for about an hour or a day(if I'm to be completely honest). In reflection I found the men I have had relationships were in fact perfect for me, at the time I was with them. Now, this me that I am birthing is a whole new woman, mind body and soul. This discovery begs the question is it possible to have a soul-mate that will endure the many incarnations of self that the Self expresses in this lifetime. Hmmmm. To that I must say that anything is possible and the probability is found in my own faith. Love is always what I am after. And when I have love I am after more love, because I know God is love. So to have God in every part of my life, I will have love in every part of my life. Not just something to fill the space but actual love.
I've found that love amplifies all that is good, in me and life. Imagine what it would do for world peace if we could give to each other unconditionally the same heartfelt love and compassion we have for a smiling baby.
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